Another Day


another day of tears and pain,

just wishing I could play with you again,

1,000 tears a day still couldn't show,

the pain inside that continues to grow,

I love you son, you were my number one,</p>

we'll be together again, having Daddy and Tyler fun,

I cant patiently wait I need you NOW

but if I go too soon I might lose you somehow?

thats not fair, why am I stuck here?

I just want you to reappear,

I will never leave you, I know you wont leave me too,

best buddies, Tyler and Dad, telling each other, I love you!

Running Jumping Playing Laughing a lot,

Skipping, Dancing, Running non stop,

Those cold winter mornings, we walked to school,

You would crack me up just doing what you do,

My tears have turned into a slight grin

thinking about when we are together again

Just like you are hiding, somewhere dark on your bumm,

1,2,3,4, ready or not here I come,

I find you and you laugh out loud,

I laugh too and we both fall on the ground,

On earth just as it is in heaven is how we had it,

Why did you leave me in a manner so tragic?

Did you use a cheat code and warp to the end of the game of life,

I didnt know you were leaving, I never said goodbye,

Can you hear me when I call out to you?

Can you feel me when I say Tyler I love you?

Do you know how much your daddy loves you still,

Do you know how good seeing you again will feel?

Are you aware, that I am being good?

to make sure we can be together again like we should,

Did you know that I was doing it all for you, right and wrong?

Can you see I still am doing it for you, are you riding along?

I hope you stay close, I will not let you down

So when I get to heaven you can say, that I am the best dad around!

 

 

I love you Tyler Anthony Kowalczyk, you saved my life by coming into it when you did, I wish I could have saved yours, i wish I could have had ONE chance to save your life, even if I had to give you my heart i would have, I wish it was me and you still had a chance to grow big and strong and be better then I ever was, I just wish you could have gotten to live longer, oh my god why did you take him from me, i am sorry for all the bad things I did when I was a kid, I have been walking in your spirit for 10 years, why him? why now? why??