No More

 

 

  

    everyday i hurt more and more, this is a poem about "no more"

  

  

    

  

  

    no more will I get woken up with that sweet high pitched sound

  

  

    no more will I get the joy from just us messing around,

  

  

    no more will I see that smiling face saying HI DAD!

  

  

    no more will I have to tell you your being bad,

  

  

    no more feeling bad about when I have to.

  

  

    no more touching, kissing, and loving you

  

  

    no more light of my life in every single way

  

  

    no more daddy and Tyler days,

  

  

    there are alot more tears now and I cant make them cease

  

  

    it is very empty, and my heart is dying piece my piece,

  

  

    o Tyler Anthony, why did you leave me here?

  

  

    dont they all see all this pain? all these tears?

  

  

    why would anyone take a boy from his loving father?

  

  

    have to pick up the pieces and move on? why bother?

  

  

    you were my everything all wrapped into one

  

  

    but no more will I get to see on this earth, my beautiful son

  

  

    in heaven I am told he is waiting and ready for me

  

  

    but I look around, and frown, I need my TYLER, FUCK! PLEASE!

  

  

    please don't make this be true, please let me look into his eyes so blue,

  

  

    please let me be able to touch his face, his memories already fading, emptyness replace

  

  

    im losing him day by day, i think I might lose my mind,

  

  

    if it gets lost, let it go, dont try n help me find,

  

  

    my only sanity, he was the only thing that made sense in my world

  

  

    im holding on by only a thread, a loving family, girlfriend, and little girl,

  

  

    i will never stop crying, i will never stop being sad

  

  

    i cant help but reminisce on all the times we had, and im glad,

  

  

    but then the pain comes in and takes my breath away

  

  

    and the vision of seeing you cold after such a wonderful xmas day

  

  

    kills me to the deepest part of my soul,

  

  

    i love you Tyler K, and just know

  

  

    I know your in heaven I know your ok

  

  

    and with the other children you will play and play,

  

  

    but this wasnt the way, you had more to do

  

  

    u never got the grow old and do the things you wanted to,

  

  

    so a kid forever is what you got to be

  

  

    but a miracle on earth is what you were to me,

  

  

    I cant wait for the enernity we have in store,

  

  

    then my sadness, tears and empty-ness is what will be no more.