One Step Closer

  

  

    4/19/2011

  

  

    

  

  

    I spent some time thinking about some of the things we shared,

  

  

    Reminiscing about stuff, I  almost could feel you there,

  

  

    I picked up your shirt and held it close n wept,

  

  

    I went and laid in your old bed where you slept,

  

  

    I kissed a picture of you and started to cry,

  

  

    Puzzled at why you are gone, I can't understand why,

  

  

    I listened to song, I had not heard in so long,

  

  

    I knew you would like it, and try to sing along,

  

  

    I wish I can share everything with you like before,

  

  

    I wish I buy you everything at one of your favorite stores,

  

  

    As the tears drop, and my world is continuing to fall,

  

  

    I know in my heart that you were the meaning of it all,

  

  

    I feel like I let you down, I wish I could have known,

  

  

    I am very sorry that I let that poison in our home,

  

  

    I love you Tyler, it's getting late,

  

  

    With your death and our fight I have a lot on my plate,

  

  

    Daddy is going to stay busy, but you will always be near,

  

  

    I am the one driving the road of life but I'll let you steer,

  

  

    Whisper to me gently in every breeze of air

  

  

    Touch me with your light and let me know you're there,

  

  

    God blesses us sometimes in ways we can't reason,

  

  

    We cannot dessert him, for that would be treason,

  

  

    He is our father, our protector, our guide,

  

  

    Sit back, hold on tight, cuz its going to be a bumpy ride,

  

  

    You got to skip, all this tough stuff, warped ahead

  

  

    You got to go right to the end of the game instead,

  

  

    YOU WIN! High score! You are number one!

  

  

    You are not only mine, but you are also Jesus' son,

  

  

    He will watch over you, until I get there,

  

  

    Tyler and Dad in heaven, nothing could compare!

  

  

    We can play all day everyday now,

  

  

    You won't need school u know everything anyhow,

  

  

    I won't waste time with the things I did,

  

  

    No time for anything else, just me and my kid,

  

  

    Does that sound good? Do we have a date?

  

  

    Cuz I am looking forward and I simply cannot wait!

  

  

    So I am going to sleep now to dream of you and me,

  

  

    Playing in heaven, being just as happy as we can be,

  

  

    When I wake up I will be one step closer,

  

  

    For  Heaven awaits me, when this world has closure,

  

  

    Good night Tyler Kowalczyk, a.k.a. Tyler the Great!

  

  

    Until we meet for our eternal heavenly play date..

  

 

 

 

 

-Dad