Happy 11th Birthday Tyler!!

June 23, 2013 at 1:19pm

 

The cake is decorated, the candles say eleven,But my son is far away this birthday day, he is spending it in Heaven,

 

I wonder what you would look today, How small or tall, what toys you would want to play,

 

What kind of music you would listen to,Which outfit to choose? What kind of things would you like to do?

 

What about your party? Who would you invite?Is there a girl you like?Maybe just a sleep over, stay up late night?

 

What would you want daddy to buy? Whatever you like, try a new bike? Tyler desires daddy would never deny,

 

Basketball or Football, even a baseball too,A awesome video game, or maybe even two.

 

Anything your heart desired, on this ur special day, It wouldnt matter the cost, u know your daddy would pay,

 

Maybe a theme park with you and a couple friends,New transformers and harry potter? the fun would never end!

 

I sit and fantisize trying to imagine how it would be,If you were still hear right next to me,

 

Since the day you left me I have been so alone,Most days I sit and cry in an empty home,

 

I am hopeful that life can move on someday,That I can learn to love again someway,

 

But today isnt that day, today hurts so bad,So painful to think about what I used to have,

 

I was a dad! and it made me feel whole,Making you happy every day was my main goal,

 

I never knew you would leave me,This is the reason for all the tears you see?

 

Daddys not mad, hes just really sad, I miss you and all the times we hard,

 

I need you bad, but ur so far away,And I am very aware I will see you again one day,

 

I need your hugs and kisses and love,Until I see you again its going to be tough,

 

But i get threw knowing that youre waiting too,So we can do all the things we never got to do,

 

Well Tyler we got thru another year,I am one year closer to having you near

 

I know you are not here and but I still wanted to say,I love you so much son, have a happy 11th birthday..